Saturday, December 31, 2011


Dear Diary,

Its 2012 baby!!And here I am writing to you again..For this new year, I would like to do something different other than previous year..I never think to do it before, but now, I am going to do it, to set up my resolution for this year and a wishlist. And I will believe on it and ready to accept and receive it..this to to attract the positive power within me and all around so that 2012 will be one of my joyous , prosperous and wealthy year..amin..

To begin with, I shall set up some simple resolution so that I can achieve it.Let it start with a ms word numbering;

1. To settle all my debt with a friends and family.Some of them is minor and some of them is major, but then I am looking forward to pay any single debt to them so that I can concerntrate on the bigger things..PTPTN, Car Loan, etc.
2. To have a perfect body?yes, I would like to get fit and in the same time, to get slim again and a athlete body is my target all along,let have focus in this year.
3.To complete the work,assigment, task and legacy that my respectful boss had left to me. Currently, there are 3 projects that I aim to settle it down. and I want to successfully end it and in the same time to be put in my resume of life.

That's all,only 3 not that simple to achieve but I shall chase them with everything  I have.And next for the wishlist.Of course, there is a lot, but there is plan, effort and pray, I believe I will receiving this item that I wish for this year.

Wishlist 2012

1. a New laptop. Acer. Intel I7. DDR3 RAM 4G. 13.3 Inch LCD. Hardisk Memory:360G. (So specific huh?,better be, because it will be)
2. Washing machine. Fully automatic.  7 kg.
3. Refrigerator(Am I spelling it right?). A standard shoud be ok. I will check back the specs.
4.  New suit complete with shirt,pant, vest and leather shoes. (Black, shall be suit nicely and fine to my body, and definately I will look awesome with it).Suit up!!!
5. PSP Go( I have dream all along so I am including this one!!!)
6. LCD TV 32 inch( to be put in my room, with an excellent aerial, to watch the M'sian channel-TV1,TV2, TV3, 8TV, NTV7 and Channel 9)
7.Last but not least,  a girl friend?. Nice looking.  Understanding,  Hot. Kind, Bla Bla Bla Bla..

Fininsh listed all the the things I want to do for this 2012. 3 Resolution and 7 wishlist. Total sum is 10. It will be my goals and objective this year. I shall follow this guidelines that I have set up for myself. May God grant my wishes and make the path easier. Amin.

2012!!!Get ready. I am on my way~

New Year 2012

Dear Diary,

Well, again,its been a while, for how long huh?9 month since last post..if you are pregnant,then you will have a child now..haha,ok,seriously..what is actually happen to me?I am not sure either but now I am writing because its entering New Year  and I want to note down what is happening to me for the past 9 month,if i could remember...

As for starter , I got a new job now and it really gave me headache and stressing up compare to last job,I guess that we called "be careful what u wish for" and I think I am ok with that eventhough I take this new job with the same pay with intention to learn more and to challege and develope my self. Which it really test me to the limit with heavy load almot crushing me to the ground up until now. Nevertherless, I will still thank to God for direct me to this place and letting me to meet a person who I believe is one of the respectful man I have ever met,my boss..Just to bad, I am only spend 5 month with him, to learn all I can from him and then he just went Now, it just a matter on how you survive in this working world, which you have to,you need to..on your own..

Its getting worse for my 2011 experience as I involved with an accident, major one and it really gave me an impact to my financial-end of quarter really hard for me as I have to change my life a rugby,no active IEM involvement and no pleasuring at all..but somehow I manage to squizzed things up, being able to do what I want to do together along my financial contraint.

The devil has really into me when I had a corn in my forehead that looks alike a horn...It really create an attention to me as many had asked about this. A hell boy? Devil with one horn?and there is more..Quite annoyed me up until I have to ask a friend to do something about. We called it as "minor operation by operation engineer" which quite succesful as I manage to throw it away before the year end.

Diary, I feel sorry to left you behind all this while..I wish I can put my life in here everyday but I am no capable..I am only can told story few about me like I am doing now but in the end,its not a diary it just a piece of non-artist to create his own art which is not really a art..So I would say there is many thing I would like to tell,but too many,I cant remember it all,and I am afraid this is just it..Please let me end this non-sense writing before end of this year with one quote..

"All the pain of 2011 shall be washed away,
while the sweets to be memories within,
readiness to accept all goods of 2012,
shall it be true and belief of receiving it"

~Happy New Year 2012~

nevertheless, please let me finish the year 2011 with

Monday, March 28, 2011

the catalysm of the ark and assylum

Dear diary,

Nice title huh?it means nothing and come out from nowher..anyway,it been a long time,about a couple of month since my last post, forgive me to forget you little by little, its just fade away time time to time. I am not good writer, eventhough right now I dun know what to write, kinda stuck up when your brain is jammed and you lost all concerntration to write, you ll keep abandon it ,and in the end you will regret if of initiate of doing this at first time..because of that,I just to keep forcing my self to write and make it done,once you start writing you need to continue until your finish,atleast you done something that complete at that time, i just want to express my self but dont know, I am just need a guidance to be a good writer,a bit advice should be enough for me to move up slowly and keep on doing this writing things~